a lot of ouur rules have been made by both of us. A lot of what we have on the rules, are things already do, but they are explained here by "rules". Its the way we live, but we decided together to put them in the rules.
I'm on a journey of spiritual awakening, and it is really great.
I'll start to write more lter
Friday, January 20, 2012
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Punished and Humbled
I had temper tantrum the other night and I dnt want to get into all the details, but last night, I got punished. First, BJ used the paddle with holes and took me for an old fashioned over the knee trip, and paddled me several times, drawing it out in time, the longer it is has more impact on me than how hard it is, after that, he led me to the corner. I don't know how long, 5 minutes I think on my tippytoes, standing oon my tiptoes makes the burning in my bottom more intense. Then, he called me back over to him, I felt very humbled. This time, he had a different paddle, it is a thicker one with no holes. They both hurt with different kinds of hurt. He lectured me between the swats, with the thicker paddle, he left my pajama bottoms on, but with the thinner one, I was bare-bottomed. after he was finiished, he helped me up, and I was in between his knees, on my knees, looking him in the eyes (not typical) he lectured me few minutes and pulled me back over his knee for a few more swats. Then, he rubbed my back ad talked to me. He then pulled me back upp, holding me and making me feel safe and secure. Then, we prayed and worshipped for an hour, and then we went to bed and fell fast asleep, feeling very peaceful and relaxed.
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
my rules/my goals
My Rules/My Goals
1.. Obey without murmuring and disputing
2. No talking back or disrespect
3. answer all questions truthfully. No hiding things
4. Dress in appropiate appareal if there is company in the house.
(This would be a long skirt and a modest shirt)
No going outside in pajamas
5. no arguing about church attendance
6. No Gossping or backbiting
7. no ignoring phone calls or texts. if i accidently miss a call
immidetaly return the call.
8. as a general rule, we do not watch tv in our home
9. do not drink, overtake medications, or anything else that
may be harmful to me.
10. do not spend money without asking first
11. Attend all scheduled appointments. (dr, dental, counseling, etc.)
12. Do a personal bible devotion daily. write about it and
share it with him.
13. No questioning his authority, especially at church or in public
14. Do not go for walks after dark without him with me
15. do not use micorwave
16. Take all prescribed medications as prescribed
17. do not use micorwaves
18. Limit caffiene consumption
My Goals
1. stay involved in our church family
2. attempt to give at least 2 home bible studies a week
3. keep in contact with new members of church, encouraging them
1. teach little man about Jesus.
2. start preschool with little man
1. Complete my bible study the personal one I am doing
2. Participate and begin more fundraisers for our church
3. Take a cake decoratin class
Will probably add more later
1.. Obey without murmuring and disputing
2. No talking back or disrespect
3. answer all questions truthfully. No hiding things
4. Dress in appropiate appareal if there is company in the house.
(This would be a long skirt and a modest shirt)
No going outside in pajamas
5. no arguing about church attendance
6. No Gossping or backbiting
7. no ignoring phone calls or texts. if i accidently miss a call
immidetaly return the call.
8. as a general rule, we do not watch tv in our home
9. do not drink, overtake medications, or anything else that
may be harmful to me.
10. do not spend money without asking first
11. Attend all scheduled appointments. (dr, dental, counseling, etc.)
12. Do a personal bible devotion daily. write about it and
share it with him.
13. No questioning his authority, especially at church or in public
14. Do not go for walks after dark without him with me
15. do not use micorwave
16. Take all prescribed medications as prescribed
17. do not use micorwaves
18. Limit caffiene consumption
My Goals
1. stay involved in our church family
2. attempt to give at least 2 home bible studies a week
3. keep in contact with new members of church, encouraging them
1. teach little man about Jesus.
2. start preschool with little man
1. Complete my bible study the personal one I am doing
2. Participate and begin more fundraisers for our church
3. Take a cake decoratin class
Will probably add more later
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
from shortys desk.
I feel like it is important to start with this because I don't want any man or woman confused about what this relationship is or what it isn't and allow themselves to trust men that they should not.
Do you want to have a succesful marriage? I know I do, but in order to do that, I have to be willing to let go of control. Now, giving up control is not my strongpoint and when I give up control, I need to feel secure and safe with the person I'm giving up control too. I need to know that the decisions will never harm me, cause me tortue, pain, or not be in my best interest. I need to know that my emotional and physical needs along with my childrens will be considered. This is very important if you are going to choose this lifestyle. You should not choose an incompetent man who has no self-control, or your best interests at heart to lead you because it can lead to an abusive relationship. DD is about a loving relationship where a man loves and cherishes his wife, and the only pain he would cause her is on the place she sits (her bottom) its important that there be trust in this kind of relationship where a woman feels assured if her husband is to get mad, he would only hit her on her behind, never towards her face, or her any other body causing her pain. By letting go of control, you aren't letting go of friends or family, your rights as a person, you are simply saying I'm giving you the authority to make the last and final decision but I'd like my opinion to matter as well. You are saying, I'm giving you permission to hold me accountable for actions that are irresponnsible when I endanger my life or cause some kind of hurt to our family so that all can be forgiven and we can move on with our lives. By giving up control, you are saying you respect and trust him. If this is a lifestyle, you are considering, please consider these things as well. I know many people think dd lifestyle is an abusive lifestyle but that's incorrect. I'm 99 percent sure that most of our husbands would never harm us women, that they would go out of their way to protect us, to provide for us, to take care of us. I view Bj as having the heart of a lion and the courage of a bear. When he wraps both arms around me, and I have my head in his chest, I feel as if nothing could harm me. I am completly safe and secure because he would not let anyyone harm me. When his firm hand strikes my backside, I know that he does it out of love that says, I love you too much to let you destroy yourself. I know at times I can have him wrapped around my finger one moment and he will do anything I want and the next moment I may be over his lap with a firm hand to guide me in the right direction for some incident I did that caused me danger. Plese be careful in choosing a partner and trusting men to lead, although it is a great lifestyle, please do not get confused. A woman was made to be loved, not abused.
Shorty
Do you want to have a succesful marriage? I know I do, but in order to do that, I have to be willing to let go of control. Now, giving up control is not my strongpoint and when I give up control, I need to feel secure and safe with the person I'm giving up control too. I need to know that the decisions will never harm me, cause me tortue, pain, or not be in my best interest. I need to know that my emotional and physical needs along with my childrens will be considered. This is very important if you are going to choose this lifestyle. You should not choose an incompetent man who has no self-control, or your best interests at heart to lead you because it can lead to an abusive relationship. DD is about a loving relationship where a man loves and cherishes his wife, and the only pain he would cause her is on the place she sits (her bottom) its important that there be trust in this kind of relationship where a woman feels assured if her husband is to get mad, he would only hit her on her behind, never towards her face, or her any other body causing her pain. By letting go of control, you aren't letting go of friends or family, your rights as a person, you are simply saying I'm giving you the authority to make the last and final decision but I'd like my opinion to matter as well. You are saying, I'm giving you permission to hold me accountable for actions that are irresponnsible when I endanger my life or cause some kind of hurt to our family so that all can be forgiven and we can move on with our lives. By giving up control, you are saying you respect and trust him. If this is a lifestyle, you are considering, please consider these things as well. I know many people think dd lifestyle is an abusive lifestyle but that's incorrect. I'm 99 percent sure that most of our husbands would never harm us women, that they would go out of their way to protect us, to provide for us, to take care of us. I view Bj as having the heart of a lion and the courage of a bear. When he wraps both arms around me, and I have my head in his chest, I feel as if nothing could harm me. I am completly safe and secure because he would not let anyyone harm me. When his firm hand strikes my backside, I know that he does it out of love that says, I love you too much to let you destroy yourself. I know at times I can have him wrapped around my finger one moment and he will do anything I want and the next moment I may be over his lap with a firm hand to guide me in the right direction for some incident I did that caused me danger. Plese be careful in choosing a partner and trusting men to lead, although it is a great lifestyle, please do not get confused. A woman was made to be loved, not abused.
Shorty
meet us
meet us. My name is Shorty and my husband is BJ. We are in a loving relationship. although, our relationship may be viewed "different" by some, and by some its just an ordinary thing. You see, If you saw us walking down the street, you would think of us as just any ordinary young newlyweds that are head over heels in love, but if you dig a little deeper, if we allowed you into our home, if we allowed you to see what and who we are, you find a woman who loves her husband and children, her neices and nephews, who tends to her husbands needs, a husband who cherishes his wife as his own flesh, an ephesians 5 man and a Titus 2 woman, now I fall short of what I ought to be often, nevertheless, i am striving to do better. now you may ask, what is so different about this then any other typical everyday couple, well, my husband chooses to discipline me when deemed neccesary. I chose this lifestyle. I agreed to it. I submitted to it. this is sort of my journey. now, you're meeting me a year into it, so bear with me. I am still learning, he is still learning. I am going to try to post articles that we write here on this blog, to work through my emotions, to record mishaps, punishments, to talk about being a submissive wife, to write personal devotions, my personal struggles,and my husband will share some too, about being an ephesians 5 mann, being aleader in the home, his own personal struggles, etc..so please bear with us on our journey.
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